So, boys are dumb... with the exception of my bestest friend Mitch... And I just had one of the most dramatic weeks because of boy's so I just HAD to blog about it (hmmm, I'm starting to really like this blogging thing now).
SO lets start off with the shortest story of all ... Kevin
Kevin and I dated for a while and then he started getting really possessive and, well I just started realizing why all my friends had been telling me for the past 2 years that I should dump him.. So I did! And I moved here... However, he seemed to not understand that meant we were over... nor did he get the whole "I'm breaking up with you" or any other message I was trying to send to him...
I arrived in Vancouver and was hoping that was the end of Kevin...But no... he called and called and called and emailed and texted me, no matter how much I tried to ignore him!!! Now 4 months later, I've finally stopped hearing from him! FINALLY!!!! *knock on wood he doesn't call after this is published hah*
Now on to Enrique...
Ohhh Enrique... Met him and was like "hmmm, your quite the bad boy..." and wasn't quite sure if I liked him or not... a couple pitchers of beer later... I did like him (not in a boyfriend type of way, OH NO!) but in a ... your fun to hang out with and really hot to look at and a great kisser type of way... hahahaha
We've hung out quite a bit and its always a gong show but such a fun time! Oh man... But ya... no drama with him... just had to say something about him
Gary...
Met Gary wandering around downtown vancouver one night after my friends birthday party... ended up hanging out with him all night and the next day, twas quite fun! He's tall, in seriously good shape and is really fun to hang out with and talk to... BUT I don't know what he wants from me... He keeps texting me, saying "hey babe, thinking of you and wanted to see how you are"... and always wanting to hang out but like just to make food or chill out, and I think he wants WAY more than what I want... ie. he wants a girlfriend/relationship and I want... well I don't know what I want but I do know thats NOT what I want! Just got out of a relationship... do not want another one! So ya... he's annoying me
Now for the funnest and most dramatic of them all... Stupid rasa frasa Bob...
I was set up with Bob by a friend... We started texting and I started really liking him, like a lot... like enough that I would consider dating him... (of course) I creaped him on Facebook and found out, wow, not only is he really nice and super down to earth but he's hot too! Only major problem... he lives like 20 hours away from me :-( But we had chatted about that and decided that we were just gonna be friends and chat and whatever, and hopefully meet each other someday in the near future.. we always talked about meeting each other and stuff... and we just had fun.. we flirted a lot and joked around and stuff... I started really really falling for him! I knew I should stop liking him, I knew it would only lead to heart break (it always does) but I figured, no, I like this guy, he's super nice and my friends like him and are friends with him, what could happen...
WELL, let me tell you what happened! One morning, after a night of intense flirting and talking... I get this message saying "Hey, you need to stop texting Bob... I don't want to hear from you ever again" and I got this vibe like "back off bitch he's mine"... which obviously couldn't be true seeing as how I was told by him, his friend and my friend that he was single and the way we were chatting the night before, there was no chance in hell this guy was in a relationship... So I texted back asking who that was... "I'm his girlfriend"...
Well great, there we go again, yet another cheater has entered my life... why do I attract the worst guys? Just when I was willing to open my heart up again... BAM!!! It hits me like a ton of bricks!!!
So now, I'll get random messages from Bob's phone but from Bob's "girlfriend" telling me to back off and that he and her are doing just fine and that, apparently, I'm the furthest thing from his mind... You would think this would have no effect on me whatsoever! I mean, this guy hurt me, I didn't let him in, but I let him as close to me as I've let a guy in the past like 6 months... As much as I put on a face and I'm like "screw you... I don't care" I really do... and I wonder, has this been going on the whole time we were talking? Are they actually going out now? I thought he liked me? What did I do?
SO ya, moral of this story, Boy's Suck!!! And I've decided I don't need one! Not now, not for a while! I've given up on them all... I hate them all, and they can all go die in my eyes... especially the above mentioned...
But I raise the question... why do we let boys into our hearts so easily? We should take a lesson from boys and be emotionless walls, not trust every guy who gives you that cute smile and wink of the eye, or every boy who tells you your gorgous and you believe him... I've decided the next time I find myself falling for a guy, I'm just gonna remember the hurt that every other guy in my life has caused me and say to them "fuck you! Your an asshole who will never change and never grow up..."
I know I sound angry and rude and whatever, but seriously... Its the best way to go about all of this... Just been emotionless walls and never trust guys... no matter how nice they are, how cute they look, and how much you seem to have in common with them...
Until next time (which will be a much happier blog I promise) I say good night! I'm off to have a nap and NOT dream of boys...
xo
